Saturday, November 16, 2013

Good bye Lilly

as i lay resting on my single twin bed. the door is open and so is the window. a slight breeze knocks the shades together making them clap with each other. the sun has been set for 5 hours in this november. I'm under the covers feeling the insulation from my own body keeping me warm. my bed is against the wall, so i roll over and feel the freezing wall on my clothed shoulder. i roll back to the other edge facing the wall and black out. I'm awaken by a presence in the room. its not my brother but that of a 2 foot long and 13 pound shadow with green eyes sitting in the middle of my 12x by 8 room.i think nothing of it since i could feel the melanopsin flowing through my blood and found it difficult to open my eyes. with my closed eyes i can sense the creature still in the center of the room. suddenly it jumps from the center of my room to the space that's left on my bed. i can feel its weight inches from me. i felt a cold wet sensation on my cheek. i felt at ease as if i knew the creature. the creature lays cuddled next to my chest with its "head" closer to my chest. i hear a purring coming from the presences. with my right eye open i slowly reach with my right hand and begin to pet the cat. she lets out a soft and modest meow as i gently stroke her back and feeling her soft fur. she lifts her head presses her nose on my cheek on again, gives me a quick lick, and a gentle bite on the cheek. not even startling i look into the green eyes of the cat, whose fur color turned out to be gray with a hint of orange. we make eye contact, she lets out a somber meow and jumps off the bed. i turn on my back and watch her land in the center of my room where she had first appeared. she sat facing me, once again letting out a somber meow, she then turns and trots out of the room.
              I jump as if something has snapped me out of my sleep. as if my body is jerk from its slumber. the air felt heavy, and i feel a presence in my room. i check the time on my phone that is under my pillow it was 11:30.i get up and explore my home searching for the cat, i wonder if it was just a dream or if a cat infiltrated our place looking for shelter. to no avail, i return to bed as if nothing has had happened.the next day my intuitoin was on high alert.as i was running my errands, received a message 12 hours later: " Lilly, my cat, passes away last night at 11:15 pm."

Monday, January 28, 2013

Life slowly sucked out

laying in bed sleeping. resting, relaxing, recuperating. suddenly awaken by a sense or someones presence, my spidey senses were tingling. i feel pressure on my back puling my towards the wall that my bed is beside. i send neurotic signals to my neck muscles to make it turn, but to no avail. send signals to my vocal cords to let out a voice but only silence. seeing my roommate lie there innocently. i call his name, but its only heard in my subconscious. i plead for help, crying out in pain, feeling colder by the second. silence. my body twitches for one final escape. arms stretched out each limb parallel to each other. i feel my eyes slowly closing. i feel like someone is pulling me against the wall, more and more they close! i feel the end coming soon. suddenly a twitch and i lie on my back. a hallucination of the unconscious state! i am saved. no pulling sensation, i whisper "hello" once again my vocal cords work. i am safe. i am awake lying on my back, not moving but feeling my blood pressure is high, as my pulse. breathing synchronized with my heart beats. i feel and itch on my face. i reach to scratch it. my arm fails to move. what is this? am i not awake? try to kick off the blankets, but to no avail. not even a single twitch from my toes. i began to feel cold, and i hear a whisper " surprise" it comes from the wall i move my eyes and see-

Thursday, October 4, 2012

El Cajon Valley High School Transforming Rangers 2010 Airbands

Transforming rangers transformers power rangers lady gaga Barack Obama green ranger optimus prime bummebee bumblebee George w bush

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

3

I had a flash back as I watch Fred fall. Everything slowed down. My breathing echoed,  so did my heart beats,   I succumbed to the beats of my heart,  
Everything was black. I felt heavy like I was wearing my gear.
"Wake up lazy ass"
I snapped awake drawing my sidearm. The person who some me up grabbed my arm and quickly disarmed me. And pinned me down with my right arm against my back. My eyes focused on nothing it was black still I can hear his laugh. He laughed as he let go of my arm and helped me up. My eyes adjusted to the night .
Thomas' white teeth was all I could see. And the silhouette of his face. I reached to embrace him. But he stepped back and slapped my had away.
"What the hell you think you doing son? I ain't yo momma! I may be dead but that doesn't mean you can hug me asshole! "
I gasped for air and I can feel the sun beaming on my neck as I see Fred hit the floor. I ran to him . Checked his corroded areterry  for a pulse. He was already cold.
Shit. I turned to everyone else. They were scared,  confused, lost, and were looking franticly for something to shoot at. I guess they haven't seen Fred.
I  ran to them ...it hurt like hell.
I heard metal hit the concrete as they each dropped their weapons and raised their hands in surrender. I turned around and down the street. I saw hundreds of men with guns marching towards us. I drop to my knees. Weak from the blood lost. Everything felt warm,  it got really bright,  everything was fading away to white nothingness. I shook it away. Got up grappbed my appendix and yelled her name.

Monday, July 30, 2012

Intro

It was hot. I remember sweating puddles through my uniform. We were marching down a deserted street. There was a desert to my left with a chain link fence as far down I could see. On the other side,  nothing but sand,  rocks, mountains,  and dust. On this side,  there was a deserted town with dust,  rocks,  trash,  abandoned homes,  and their insignia on almost every building,  a black "X" with a red circle around it,  spray painted on any inch of the building possible.  To my right was a blockade of cars: sedans,  taxis,  a school bus, and a semi truck with a white oil tanker on the back of it.  There were 9 of us, we marched in a diamond formation with Jr in the middle. I was on the right side with Sergio at point, the cholo brothers were in the rear. Fred,  "Torta",  Franco and Charles were on the left side of the diamond.
We marched down the abandoned street, the wind howling through my helmet picking up dust and throwing it at our faces. It was hot and dry, it was hot and dry but we still marched .we had to,  we were only hours away from base . We were low on ammo, food,  supplies and confidence,  I know that I was exhausted physically and mentally, i haven't slept in 4 days. And i wouldn't until we were safe at camp. Only because i couldn't live with dealing loosing another man pointlessly, ... like Thomas.
There was dust in the air, the streets were deserted , I can see two dogs fighting over a dirty, brownish red rotten tomato Just a few feet to my right. They were howling and growling at each other ,slobbering and showing their fangs trying to intimidate each other. They were willing to fight to the death for that rotten tomato . I thought to my self : has it really gotten that bad,these poor dogs, no home, no bed,no food. Shit that was us. We were just like them , hungry , homesick ,tired and angry . To each other we were brothers , a family , best friends. To the army we were dogs. Just like those two fighting for survival, what were we fighting for? Only thing I can think of was Thomas. Thomas was gone. It was my fault. Those bastards were going to pay. Only thing left of him were his tags and his death letter he wrote for his family. We were supposed to be back days ago. The mission was supposed to take only 3 hours,  not 3 days. No one injured,  especially no K.I.A.s. ally fault. And now,  well shit now there's only 9 of us.

ending


On April the third 2135 I visited her once more. "here look i made this pendant, it says 125 years" I saw her with her long silky dark brown hair to her ribs, she looks amazing in white,her dark brown complexion contracted against the white, her dark brown eyes shown with life, she had her right hand on her right hip.
"125 years ?and that's all you have for me ?!" she yells in a scoffing manner
I couldn't help but smile.she was so cute when she's angry.
"Yeah. "I said.
she begins to cry ,realizing that she is talking to me . i laughed as she embraced me . i couldnt help but smile , tears ran down my face as i held her once more . she looked the same young beautiful as her last day here, me: old,wrinkly,weak,and tired.

i felt a warm feeling in my chest , in my arms , we collapse to the floor, in tears, rolling around on the floor. i burried my face in her chest , both of us were tearing and laughing being once more in each others arms.
"i missed you and I'm glad I half you again. It was even arose seeing you all these years and not being able to interact. " she said.
i laughed and said "you dont even know how much ive missed you. And not being able to see or hear you except for pictures and memories. I'm glad I'm done now and to be in your arms again. and now its forever"
"you better get me a better gift for 200 years!"
i laughed and said "shut up and hug me "
she smiled and sqeezed harder as did i. i felt light, everything turned white , i felt a warmth overcome me, i smiled .I waited 125 years to hear her voice,feel her arms, smell her hair, her lips, feel her soft skin. 125 years of waiting . And now were holding each other.
Forever
-fin